Too often, I have gotten sucked into my own depression and thrown myself pity parties where I believe no one cares or knows what I have gone through, that no one could possibly understand my fear, pain, anxieties or situation. So, too often, I have sat at home alone, (when Dan is at work) and felt completely alone.
After this shower, I realize that many, many women love and care for me. They may or may not completely understand what I have been through but they care and that is humbling.
So many women were there that I didn't have time to converse with them all, but everyone did congratulate me and gave me a hug and a gift for baby Leade. I was overwhelmed, excited and near tears all afternoon!
My friends Amy and Jorgia came over early and decorated my house in a beautiful vintage sheik style that was perfectly fitting with lace doilies and burlap banners. Amy made sandwiches that were very tasty. Julie and Pearl brought plenty of wine and sweets. Sari brought veggie and cheese platters and chips and dip. Jen brought her beautiful self (which was a blessing as her health doesn't always allow her to leave her home). All of them gave me a sweet bracelet that says mom and has a few charms from Brighton. I love them all and thank them dearly!
Everyone else showered me with gifts for baby Leade (aka Ginger), that included everything from those much needed onesies to baby grooming products to children's books to diapers, wipes and clothing. I feel so blessed.
A couple of ladies are currently struggling with infertility and they came to my shower, I want to congratulate them on being the bigger person than I was over the last few years. I was not able to attend baby showers as they just made me sad and angry. These ladies did well and I hope that I can help guide them through the emotional roller coaster that they are going through now.
I didn't want to have a shower. I was being pessimistic that if we celebrated and threw a shower, something would go wrong. (Granted, we still have a few months to go), but I am going to be positive and be excited from now on. All of these ladies helped with that and I once again, thank them from the bottom of my heart.
Oh yeah, did I mention that I even received a gift from the little one??? I am already the luckiest mom in the world! Baby Leade and Electra sent me a lovely fruit arrangement along with a message that brought those tears right out!
I am still getting gifts sent to my home or work from people who couldn't attend the shower! People are amazing and I sort of feel like a jerk for being so reclusive over the last few years. I know that my friends understand though and I appreciate their love and support even if we don't talk for days, months or even years.
To my friends near and far, I love you and thank you from the bottom of my heart! Please continue to pray for baby Leade and Electra's health. After all, it is because of your love and prayers that our lives will soon change for the better in the next few months.
Here are a few pictures of the lovely day:
